Felix Ever After

LGBTQIA+ Novel or Memoir/Audiobook

felix ever after

By Kacen Callendar

Format 368 pages, Hardcover

Published May 5, 2020 by Balzer + Bray

ISBN 9780062820259

Book summary from the publisher:

From Stonewall and Lambda Award-winning author Kacen Callender comes a revelatory YA novel about a transgender teen grappling with identity and self-discovery while falling in love for the first time.

Felix Love has never been in love—and, yes, he’s painfully aware of the irony. He desperately wants to know what it’s like and why it seems so easy for everyone but him to find someone. What’s worse is that, even though he is proud of his identity, Felix also secretly fears that he’s one marginalization too many—Black, queer, and transgender—to ever get his own happily-ever-after.

When an anonymous student begins sending him transphobic messages—after publicly posting Felix’s deadname alongside images of him before he transitioned—Felix comes up with a plan for revenge. What he didn’t count on: his catfish scenario landing him in a quasi–love triangle....

But as he navigates his complicated feelings, Felix begins a journey of questioning and self-discovery that helps redefine his most important relationship: how he feels about himself.

Felix Ever After is an honest and layered story about identity, falling in love, and recognizing the love you deserve. 

My Thoughts:

I loved this coming-of-age story of a transgender teen exploring his identity, friendship, family, and being true to oneself. This story is charming, moving, and timely. The author creates characters with depth and intersectionality that teens and adults will appreciate and cheer on. Felix is an insightful, self-aware character, open to possibilities regarding gender and self-expression. Even as he struggles with defining himself, navigates difficult and awkward parental relationship, and figures out how to respond to a transphobic bully, Felix stands strong and shines. This book is honest and unflinching in its search for truth and its celebration of LGBTQIA+ people. It is most appropriate for older teens.

Programming ideas:

Felix is an artist and attends a school for high school for the arts. He begins creating a series of painted self-portraits through which he explores different elements of himself in the colors, textures, and styles he uses. Other students at the school use photography, collage, and other art forms to share their ideas and inspiration. I think it would be fun to use art to encourage self-expression and reflection in conjunction with reading this book. Participants could make collages from magazine pages and words to reflect their identities or images. They could paint or draw self-portraits or use a pixel art program to do the same. This could also be a collaborative effort with a school art teacher. If students were okay with it, their creations could be displayed in the library or school hallways.